Lua Nova, 14 de Abril de 2010
It was getting on my nerves...
I had already spotted her several times when she was spying on us, or more especifically, on him. I won't be able to hold myself back much longer, if she continues to follow him around.
Ever since the day she asked him to be her partner, she didn't stop this stalking.
I know, I know... Who am I to blame and judge her? I'm his true partner, for a matter of fact. Therefore, I have my opinion in all of this. We've been together since the beginning. He is my best friend and I respect him. We weren't classified as a "perfect match" but even that has changed (I doubt that there would be many partners as close as we were now).
And another thing that I wouldn't confess to anyone on Earth... I love him.
That's why it bothered me: when she made that hateful request, he didn't answer her. He didn't say "Yes" but he didn't say "No"... And that hurt. Though I know he'd risk, no, he'd give his life to save mine (and he proved that too many times to count) which meant for sure that he values her, and I'm almost sure that he wouldn't do that for that new girl.
But at some times, all I want is scream at her, expose her in front of everyone (but I know that I'd be reacting only by jealousy)... However that would only satisfy my own selfish soul. If he didn't answer that means he has his own reasons and I'll respect that.
I would never accept someone else as my partner. He is my partner. Mine alone.
All I want is him to feel the same. I want him to see me as his partner. Only his.
