quarta-feira, 22 de julho de 2009

LONELINESS

Lua Nova, 22 de Julho de 2009
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They never thought it would be like that... They never thought it would get that lonely...
They don't know each other and they never will (but that isn't important because they don't truly exist), and even so they suffer the same. They find themselves under very different circumstances... But still so alike!
One of them is closed inside a cave as dark as the night watching the time passing by, separated from the rest of the world. The other one wasn't closed in a cave but was stuck in a different world from his, always creating an invisible barrier between him and the others in order to doesn't let anyone from that strange world approaching him.
After some time in their "prisons", their spirit started to fade, so as the bright in their golden eyes... They were dying inside as they tried to accept that they wouldn't leave those places soon.
It was painful watching them: they look what was happening outside their barriers but still they weren't watching... They were only waiting for the moment they'd return to where they belong, they'd keep searching the way out of there just to taste the moment they'd be back.
No matter where they were inprisoned, their mind was always thinking about that person whose eyes were an astonishing blue, capable of control them with just one look, and whose hair was a yellow far brighter than the sun.
However, with the past of the years, both started to be assaulted with questions that scared them and drove them crazy.
Why am I here?
Why did I come back here?
When will someone let me out?
How am I going to return "my"
world and leave this one?
Who is he? The one with that
bright yellow hair...
Which exact blue were her eyes?
Will "he" come for me?
Will she wait for me?
Am I ever going to leave this place?
That was the question that they both feared the most... The thought that they'd never be hit on the head either with a paper fan or a wrench, that they wouldn't fight anymore for minor things, that they wouldn't be able to see the person they'd die for just one more time... It was terrifying!
That's why they keep on enduring those strange places, just to be alive when they'd found the way to open the chuckles that kept one of them inside the dark cave, or the Gate that kept the other one in a strange world, and then they would be able to escape that loneliness and be by the side of the person they cherished the most... "That" person who was always in their thoughts.